I had never seen or heard of such a condision, when she smiled only her right side of the mouth twiched and a left eye was constantly open, she couldn‘t blink with it. I felt terribly awful I didn‘t know what happend to the baby and I felt like it was my fault even though I knew I had done nothing wrong. After seeing a doctor next day I was told that the reason why she was in that state was that on trip to London they stopped in a playing field and the children were playing on a slide. The baby had fallen of a slide and hurted her head badly. This didn‘t stop me from worring for the baby but at least it stopped my fear that it was my fault. She got better after seeing special doctors and taking some medicines.
So after a three months I was on my way to yet another family but this time it was really my last family in England. They lived in east London not far from my second family. They came from Nigeria had a nice litttle house and three children. A two boys aged 7 and 4 and a 4 months old baby boy. Here I found what I was looking for all the time since I came to England. Nice family, children that loved me and I loved them, not much housework becouse I was looking after a baby and a free time for me to attend a local college were I could study English. I found a new friends at shool had a great time but after a two and a half years of staying in England I had to go home because my visa expired.
So there I am back in my country standing on a very same spot from which I left two and a half year ago. But I feel different. I‘m not a boy anymore. I still want to have a good time and i still feel very young, but my whole atitude about the world has changed. Now I know what resposibility is and even though I still don‘t know what I want to do in my life I feel pretty sure that it all depends on me and I‘m not afraid to make a right choices.